It appears I am running into a lot of people who don’t seem to get that there is a difference between getting “no answer” and getting “answer they don’t like”. Recently, it’s been about race (who would be surprised, White folks use the “huh? This is rocket science” – sometimes by actual STEM people – defense a lot) but it reminds me of when I would do palmistry and other forms of divination (which is part of why I tend not to do it as much) because it’s really astounding how people turn their brains off when they’re emotionally rapt within a situation.
Before we go further, let’s look at the difference. “No answer” means exactly that. In divination, this is a near impossible to me because you always get output but “no answer” is exactly that: there is zero answer. When discussing issues of race, it’s someone not replying and Google coming up with zero results. “Answer you don’t like” means you got an answer but it isn’t one that gives you fuzzy feelings. In divination, this was pretty common. I seriously don’t know how many times I’ve made folk go from “this is faaaaaaaaaaake, I’mma get my hand read and she’ll be wrong” to shouting at me because I zeroed in on a major issue or secret with disturbing accuracy or straight up crying. Then they want their reading done again because they didn’t like the answer they got, there must be another way. It’s why I adopted the adage, “if you didn’t want to know, don’t ask.” I still remember one person actually disturbed my class while I was taking a final because they wanted their palm read again. My college professor was none too happy. In race discussion, it’s basically the form of a White person going, “why does this situation make me the bad guy? I do not want to understand, please make this not make me sound bad. I am White, I am not supposed to be the bad guy.” They don’t like that reality isn’t not so pretty and want to ignore it. It’s not that they didn’t get an answer, they just got one they didn’t like.
Here’s the thing, if you get an answer, even one you don’t like, you got an answer. No need to badger the person or pretend to play “devil’s advocate” or “what if” scenarios. If you gotta do the two latters, do it by yourself. You asked, they answered, end of story.
I find it both annoying and stupid when I have to do merry-go-round discussions. I get why they happen, folks don’t like the fact that life is not a fun festival of joy and abundance. However, it is agitating when you have to be on the informing end of this. It’s actually to the point that when I get asked the same question again, I tell them I already answered it. If they go “wait, this thing you said? I don’t like that answer,” I just say that it’s an answer.
Everyone, doing the same thing over and over and expecting something different is not the definition of insanity, far from it. It’s the definition of stupidity.
I’m not a POC but I recall when I was doing online readings, one person, in particular, got *really* angry with me because she didn’t like my answer and actually tried to get into a (verbal) fight with me over it. I think readers, in general, can encounter this problem, but you’re exactly right on this: It seems like it’s ALWAYS white people who do it. When I read for my family, the POC never do it no matter how disappointed they might be, but the white ones do it without even thinking twice. Their entitlement thing seems to tell them that it *has* to say something desirable or positive. I’ve found that it’s not quite as bad when it’s another practitioner or someone who is just more open-minded. 🙂 LOVE your blog!
I also wanted to say that as someone who both studies and works in mental health, and someone with a mental illness myself (BP1 w/psychosis), I LOVE how openly you talk about DID and how it relates to your workings. Love love love it! 😀
Ok, let’s see if I can clarify: I got unhappy folks all around for divination (like, race didn’t matter, folks would get emo if they didn’t like what they heard). I referenced the divination stuff for race talk in general because when the subject of race would be brought up, exclusively White people would act in the same fashion I got from the bevy of general people who did not like their readings.
Also, if the person you’re reading for is White and expressing their unhappiness out of Whiteness, hopefully you actually bring that up to them when they are sitting there instead of just simply mentioning it here. Which is also another thing I regularly encounter from White folks, the “I didn’t tell them but I’ll tell you because allyship!” (That’s not what being an ally is but it gets called that all the same)
oh yeah I do understand that. You’re right, I don’t always call them out. I need to do better with that. Thank you for reminding me to be a better ally.
It is less reminding and more so pointing out. This blog isn’t for “allies” to say “Look at how not crappy I am.”